Give Me Love

sure thing, angel. 1dfictionfan.tumblr.com/samemistakes

if that doesn’t work, tell me. and thank you!!! 

as a side note I know I haven’t updated GIVE ME LOVE but exam time is sad time but MAYBE POSSIBLY THIS WEEKEND. I JUST HAVEN’T BEEN FEELING WELL. SORRY. 

I made a pen name because I was afraid to say my real name. I don’t know I feel bad about it sometimes because I can’t even say my real name but I’m scared people will find me from school and I’m just a little apprehensive of sharing writing in general and making it known that I do it. I don’t know do you really want to know???

It’s my pen name, actually :-)

DELILAH OH GOSH DO YOU HAVE A PERSONAL TUMBLR OR ANYTHING? I THOUGHT SO TOO. HOW DID YOU EVEN FIND ME THIS IS SO GREAT

IT IS BUT I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE??? DELILAH PERHAPS I AM SORRY I HAVE NO HINTS

whAT

YOU SPEAK FRENCH. OH MY GOD. I TAKE FRENCH IN SCHOOL I AM FREAKING OUT. Let me try: je t’aime et merci beaucoup. Tu étais très um nice??? How do you say nice??? I love you, oh gosh this is so cool. BUT REALLY MERCI BEAUCOUP JE N’AI PAS LES MOTS POUR TOI!!! I need to review my tenses this is so confusing. But yeah, thank you, perf. Goodnight if you are about to go to bed, get some sleep! 

YOU SHOULD GO TO SLEEP BUT IT’S YOUR LIFE SO OKAY. Sorry I took so long, I could have preserved some sleep for you. IT IS NOT THAT SAD. WORRY NOT. 

It isn’t that sad, trust me. There are sort of cute Harry moments. The next ones will probably be way sadder, but worry not. I need like half an hour and it’ll be up!!! Try not to be sad about it, okay? 

I’m laughing okay okay I will go edit it and put it up in a bit. I woke up like an hour ago, forgive me.

this weekend!!! I’m fighting for time to breathe here but your life will be able to commence soon okay? okay. 

dude thank you I wish I could bake you fresh cinnamon buns right now!!! (cinnamon buns are so good) you make me want to write better and more frequently. thanks for the motivation okay and thank you for reading it again, thank you so much

what the actual frick I feel so ambivalent because I AM HAPPY you’re reading same mistakes but I AM SAD that I think give me love is like the equivalent of raisins to it??? I don’t know I changed my writing type a lot after someone said I was redundant in the same mistakes days maybe I should write a sequel would anybody like that maybe I don’t know give me love doesn’t have enough plot twists I love plot twists but okay sorry for BOMBARDING YOU I love you and okay message me after you sweet lovely child I hope you get a cinnamon bun to eat ~*~* and also find two dollars on the ground ~*~*

I’m, like, dying. I didn’t want to write this chapter or maybe I should say it was so HARD to write it because I’ve imagined that part for a long time and when you imagine it in your head there is a lot of pressure to get it right. Like, after this everything should be okay for me because I think I’m okay with writing stuff after the plot twist but not the plot twist itself? I don’t know but you’re lovely, perf. THAT’S A PRETTY BUG COMPLIMENT THANK YOU I’M GONNA CRY. Thank you, okay?

No no, I am alive I was just close to suffocation from school and life but yeah I felt like shit for not updating so I did! I’m glad it made you feel like that haha I don’t know I didn’t know HOW PEOPLE WOULD REACT. Anyway, missed you perf. And thanks! DID IT MAKE YOU SAD???

Hi! Thanks so much. I’ve been reading some parts of it and I miss it a lot. I think Give Me Love is as fun to write but Same Mistakes is just differently good, ya know. I mean it was the first one so whatever but I’m looking forward to another Harry fanfic later called Annabel Lee which I think should be pretty good. Sometimes I get more excited about that than Give Me Love. Anyway, thanks a lot, you’re really sweet and lovely!!! :)

I know, I know. I’ll try to get something up soon. 

I like the way she says I love you without using her mouth.

Like, that’s not supposed to be dirty or anything. But yeah, you can make what you want of it. I am so sorry though, just a lot of homework and stress but I do have a start to the chapter. I promise to finish and get it up soon. Maybe this weekend, hopefully. 

Hello, thank you! I don’t like labelling POV’s because I feel like it takes away some of the formalness of reading, and it provides more suspense if you have to understand who the person is, rather than just know who it is, and you affirmed that by saying it makes you more attentive! Which is really important too. I get nervous about it sometimes, and always try to indicate who it is in the beginning. That line was actually a little bit of foreshadowing? I’ll let you assume what that means, but basically, this was one of the last happy chapters. Overall, this made made me extremely happy to read. You talk about my writing in such a way that I want to stare in awe at this ask for a long time. Thank you! :) 

I’m a little mean sometimes! I don’t want to seem like I’m trying to look like this mysterious complex person, but it is a little hard to explain. I guess I’m just a little emotional, but that’s like what highschool is about a lot.

I SUCK at singing. It’s not even negotiable. Just trust me on this one, okay? And seriously. First of all, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is one of my favourite books, so thank you oh my gosh you are kidding. I can’t believe you compared me to it. Second, I’m not that nice and cool. I’ve actually been thinking of how much of a blunt and even mean person I am. Long story, though. And I do like one direction, as do you which makes you awesome by your own rules.

We are friends, perf.

You can sing? Wow. Okay, I’m a little jealous right now because I like to sing but my voice is terrible and I sometimes embarrass myself. I also would lack any and all confidence to stand myself up on a stage in front of people and sing. I had to do a class presentation by myself and choked up there and wow okay I’m embarrassed now. That’s cool though, add on to the list of cool things about you, perf.

That makes me upset, I’m sure you didn’t fail of you’ve been reviewing. What was it on? Exams always stress me out and I do bad because of tiredness and anxiety more than others, I think. And I also suck at studying.

Okay good because STUDYING IS IMPORTANT. I was supposed to be studying when writing on Saturday because I had a test today but whatever because I did pretty well on it anyway yay because I studied last night see it’s all about time management and then I got to do both too. Good luck on your exam or test or whatever it is and I’m sure you will do incredibly because you sound like a very, very smart person. I love you, perf. Okay? Okay.

Hi perf! First of all, I wanted to say that you are one of the best people I know. You are unparalleled and I think if I knew you in real life, I would die to be your friend. Thank you for everything you said. I just really needed to make some things clear in this chapter, like everyone’s feelings. And that Niall and Valeria part drained me out, goodness. I was like, “should Valeria go in for it? Or maybe Niall can? Or WHAT” but I like how it turned out, so thanks! That’s probably the last of Niall and Valeria’s POV for a while now, unless needed. But there may be a Harry one!!! And also Angela hehe.

But this was probably one of the last happy chapters for a bit, that’s why I made sure everything was clear emotion wise. And yeah also thank you so much, perf, I wish I knew who you were because you are amazing and I don’t care otherwise.

Someone else also said they think the emotions were realistic in this chapter and that makes me so, so, so happy. I hope it is something I can continue. Thank you so much, that means a lot. There are a lot of brilliant writers here on tumblr and if you are comparing me to any of them, then that is quite magnificent and an honour. You are wonderful too! 

Oh hello! This is actually so nice of you to say, how incredible that I meet one of your top five things to be a good writer! I always fear that no one will be able to feel like the character who it is, so it’s amazing that you did. Thank you very much. And I know, I always get carried away when I write about Harry. The Harry I write about is very writable, heh. Thanks, I hope I do good! :)

Yeah, I’m updating tonight! I’ve been working on it like all day today because this one is longer than the last couple, I think. I would give a snippet but I literally can’t make up my mind on what to give and I’ll probably be changing lots of things after editing, so yeah. Just a little while longer. :) thank you! 

Hey, here you you! 1dfictionfan.tumblr.com/samemistakes sorry I couldn’t respond right away because I was at school and couldn’t link it! Heh, thank you so much. That’s pretty incredible, and I will be updating soon. :) 

Hello! Thank you very much! I will try to update this weekend, I’ll probably only have time to write today so lets hope I can get it done and I’m not going to fall asleep when I get home. heh :)

Hello, perf. Thank you, first of all. You never fail in making me smile. This chapter was the hardest thing ever so I am glad it wasn’t half as bad as I thought it would end up! You are an exceptional person, as I have said before, and I literally am glad I have met you, even if I haven’t met you met you. Thanks for being honest, and even if you said it sucked, I would still love you as much. 

Yes! And no worries, tell me what you think, perf and tell me really! I really am hoping you like it. :) 

I’m looking forward to you looking forward to it, but don’t have high expectations for this one, I think. Fangirling is always fun even if you don’t have a friend to do it with! I’m editing the chapter right now, so give me like a couple hours tops in case I have to write some things over. 

Glad I did something right, no worries. :) 

Yes, yes, you are right. I will try to get it up soon, rather than tonight. Time zones suck at times, I know. 

Yeah, probably today. Hopefully today. 

Sure. :) 

Give Me Love is about Zayn sort of going through a tough time and being with too many girls to “find his centre.” He meets a girl named Ariana who is mean and doesn’t absolutely like him like he is so used to. He thinks she pretends to hate him because she actually likes him. He then starts to get to know her and understands how tough it is for her to let someone inside of her circle, and how alike they are. As his walls com down for her, he wonders if hers ever will or will he never truly know who Ariana is. It also has a changing POV from Niall and a little Harry who face problems of their own. Though it is a Zayn fic, they just add a different sideline story. 

I suck at these. But hopefully I didn’t make it sounds bad enough that you won’t read it! Thanks for liking same mistakes, thank you so much. :) 

Want another one? “Dean!” I hear a squeal and the echo of a door being thrown open. I twist my head quickly to see Dean’s back pressing onto the brick exterior of the party. I see pieces of brown hair poking out from the person in front of him and I feel my face go pale, though I am still hidden in the shadows. They both laugh in between kisses.

Thank you! Last night I was going to cry because it was so difficult. Thank you, here is a snippet. “Because those other times I was playing around.” I say, looking at her. “I don’t want them to think I’m playing around now.” I say when I pull back.  

There’s a lot more Niall in this chapter than Zayn. And some Harry too. I don’t know how you’ll feel about that though? 

No, I’m not trying to kill you. It’s not going to be a lot but there is a little. I just really want to write this chapter right.